5 years

Weddings

College graduations

Babies

New jobs

New apartments

You’re missing it all. I love you I love you I love you. The years are distancing us but you will always be part of me. Every day. Every. Fucking. Day. 

You’ve become more abstract. I used to hear your voice, your laugh, more readily. I could feel your hug and I could smell you. But it’s fading.  I guess that’s yet another layer of the grief. 

Father God, thank You for carrying me every day. Thank You for all Your blessings. Thank You for loving my boy even more than I do. Please tell Drey how much I love him.

3 thoughts on “5 years

  1. I love you thinking of you especially today… so sorry for this day… praising God for your strength and endurance and His love for You and Drey… today, that day, and always…. thank you for sharing and posting…. especially today
    Peace and Love, Me

  2. Abstract, yes that is the word I have been searching for. Thank you for sharing. I understand completely. When I walk into Zachary’s room there is no longer the scent of my boy. Hugs and love to you.

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